My Art 

This was my first painting, born on New Year’s Day. It became the first step in learning how to translate all this transformation into something that could reach others.

The physical and the spiritual are inseparable—two faces of the same truth—and we are merely the embodied echo of a foundation we once knew but have long forgotten.

When our thoughts change, our habits follow, and beneath the surface, we begin to transform.

We meet souls who touch us profoundly, sometimes only for an instant. Each encounter carries the potential for deeper insight or reflection—if our consciousness is open enough to receive it.

If our thoughts hold creative power, the energy they carry starts shaping reality on its own. When an idea or passion arrives, it wraps around us like warm light; our task is to learn how to harness it and direct its flow.

This painting grew from an Alan Watts lecture about the movement of energy. We shape our days around the rigid clockwork of time, obeying every second as if it owns us. But what happens if we loosen our grip and let energy take its own course? Life has a sense of humor—we become so accustomed to living by rules that we forget how naturally things arrive when we align ourselves with life’s own flow.

To think of the Divine as a single, fixed thing is, in many ways, a limitation of human perspective. When everything ultimately comes down to energy—fluid, dynamic, and ever-changing—trying to confine that vastness into one form, one idea, or even one symbolic “color” reduces its true depth. The more we attempt to define it in simple terms, the more we risk overlooking its complexity.

We all get excited about ideas and send out signals, but when our minds wander we create mixed messages—and chaos becomes the norm. How can we expect to get what we want if our signal is unclear?

We believe that holding on harder will make things fall into place and reveal light at the end of the tunnel. But clinging prevents us from seeing the present, which already shows clues of the future we seek. In stillness we can step back, notice what we missed, and let the signal start to rise.